May-October 2016 – Increase in Sightings – Suicide Program – SMITH’s Demonic Flashes / Family’s Comeback – Told I Should Be Killed

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Overview of what this post covers:

Suicide Program.  Target: Me.  Started mid-May 2016.  On 14 September 2016, it became ineffective.  Since they didn’t know, they continued until mid-October 2016.

In June & July 2016, SMITH started to have flash in the pan personality changes which I called Dr. Jekyll/Mr. Hyde syndrome, tells me I should be killed (4x).  If one didn’t know better, one would think it was demonic possession (OFF/ON/OFF) – It wasn’t random, it seemed to coincide with specific activities which SMITH didn’t know about.   For a long time, I thought these occurrences were supernatural – demonic. It showed intelligence – Organized.

This is closer to the truth –> By monitoring online and in-house conversations, it made it easy to fabricate supernatural like events, make things coincide, make it seem like synchronicity.

By 21 JUNE 2016, his FAMILY were overtly in our lives.  No fear – Throughout summer 2016, Mark SMITH sided with them.

• From log entry 26 JULY 2016 >> “If I’m found dead, Mark SMITH and his low-life FAMILY are most likely responsible”.

From May to September,  increase sightings of star-like objects & start of  ORBS, 3D tennis ball size. Each incident has been documented.

On 14 SEPTEMBER 2016, I had a life changing experience which I called to this day,  “The Knowing” – Life game change.

After 14 September, no matter how much they pushed for suicide, the program was permanently ineffective.

But during the window of ineffectiveness, I learned to discern when thoughts were/are not mine.  By mid-October, they dropped me and concentrated my son.

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MAY-OCTOBER 2016 – INTRODUCTION

In 2016, I had no idea GUERTIN clan were lurking in the background.  Let alone that a new partnership more influential with assets & resources were in charge of the operation.

Also since Fall 2015, high strangeness would occur in time “coincidental”  with things I was doing or said in-house – They fabricated synchronicity (online monitoring is the jewel tool).

In addition, sightings would occur in jive with my thoughts (so I thought).  I started to think we were telepathically communicating.

By June 2016, I felt targeted – I felt them breathing down my neck.

Because of high strangeness, I thought it was supernatural and possibly ET contact.

Was it?  No,  GUERTIN gave the reins to New Partners (CSIS) who had access to technology.  They became the Director of operations and first choice was by erasing me (death).

• Golden tools were online & in-house monitoring capabilities including *satellite feed on property* for which I would assume –> When movement was detected on property, someone was alerted.  The individual could be sitting anywhere in the world – Then zoom in and manifest star-like objects or spheres in the general area where I was looking – It would ping –> “wow! They appear where I’m looking right after I send greetings and wellness.”  >> The illusion of contact and telepathy.
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  In mid-September 2018, BOUVIER (CSIS) would tell us >> “Each time you go out, you call them up”  – Sure pal. Thank you for confirming what I thought –> Satellite feed on property.

They also had access to mind invasive neuro-technology to affect thoughts, emotions & behavior.  I would  assume they outsourced for such services  (i.e.: V2K, laser devices, spheres, star-like objects, staged lucid dreaming, triggering personality changes “Manchurian candidate”, holograms, etc.)

GUERTIN did not have the contacts nor clout in that field of expertise. 

New Partners (CSIS) did.

• GUERTIN is/was influential mostly in the medical system and forging legal documents.  Michelle GUERTIN is/was a lawyer.

They were strong on suicides – No one gets their hands dirty – killing at a distance – Suicides are ideal as they are open/shut cases “nothing to see here folks, he/she committed suicide”. 

Just to give you an idea how they love suicides to get rid of people:

1. Suicide program – me – May-October 2016
2. Suicide program – my son – October-13 November 2016
3. Crime of passion – murder/suicide – Smith and me – January to April 2018 (prep started in Fall 2017 to set the stage).
4. Crime Setup Program (framing me) – mid-February 2018 – Highly suspect it would have led to an organized suicide in jail cell.
5. Full Force Kill Program – 24-27 Feb 2018 – Demanding impatiently I kill myself as if they were entitled (pure psychopathy).  I believe their impatience was due to long awaited expectations from New Partners (CSIS) –> I would kill myself (2016 suicide program) then organized suicide in jail (Crime Setup) “Ma-aaa tell her again to kill herself”  >> Attitude of man-child the SON GUERTIN.
6. FAKE SUICIDE – The SON – 2 JULY 2018 – They blamed me for triggering SON to kill himself.  Tell us Mark why did your SON kill himself –> “My son killed himself because of Lyn Champagne and the things she wrote on the Internet”  . . . Right Louis GUERTIN?  Right.

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MAY 2016 – Start of SUICIDE Program using mind invasive technology

As well as increase in sightings, it was the start of intrusive thoughts which involuntarily triggered “planted”  sadness, unease, yearning for an (imaginary) home, unknowing where home is.  Only way home is suicide.

I came to call it the “Homesickness” mind virus.

• What were the thoughts planted in my mind? –>  “I want to go home , I don’t know where home is . . . it is not here (this world / Earth), I don’t belong here, I never did”.
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• What emotions did it involuntarily trigger? –> Deep homesickness, heavy weight, depressed, stuck, in prison, alone even in a crowded room, alienated, abandoned.
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• What was the action to take to solve this? –> Commit suicide it’s the only way to go home.

Voice to Skull (V2K) Technology – 14 minute video >> V2K – Mind Control Frequency Weapon – Targets DNA Signature

At the time, I thought I was psychically attacked (supernatural).  I never suspected neuro-technology – I didn’t know it existed.

How it went down

13 MAY 2016

I started to journal because of sightings.  Without them, I would have never logged anything.  When I logged sightings, I started to include how I felt and sometimes what was going on.

13 MAY 2016 is the first logged entry about feeling homesick.

I had 3 Sightings – short video link below.

#1 – 10:15-1022pm – I went to the back porch and sent greetings. First entry –>  I was very sad and felt homesick.

• Within minutes, a star-like object appeared.  I thought we were telepathically communicating – Immediately I called SMITH to come outside.  He saw it too.  After it disappeared, SMITH was violently sick (vomit).

#2 – 11-11:45pm – red, green lights in the woods – approximately 60-75 ft away away from me.

#3 – 12:22am (14th) – Two flashes.  I felt supported.  I thanked them.  I couldn’t shake off homesickness, it was like a psychological haunting.  At the time, my stance was to fight it, don’t give in.

It would get worse in June & July.

Short video – 3 Sightings (1-2 min.) >> 20160513-14-Animation.mp4 (opens in new tab)

13-14 MAY 2016 – Log-Entries (opens new tab)

By August 2018, I strongly suspected there was a satellite feed on the property.

After mid-September 2018, BOUVIER (CSIS) talked too much when he said >> “When you go outside you call them up  . . . ”  << He meant black helicopters? or did he?  He basically confirmed what I had figured out –> Satellite feed on property.  Sightings were man-made.

• This is closer to the truth –>  With satellite on property, I would venture when movement was detected, a notification (alert) popped up.  Then someone sitting somewhere in the world, zoomed in, checked where I was looking (e.g. Eastern sky), then adjusted coordinates and pressed ENTER to launch.
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• Meanwhile between the “Notification Alert” and pressing ENTER –>  I had sent well-wishes, then wait for it . . . wait . . . BOOM! a sighting in the general area where I was looking.
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  It gave the perception we were telepathically communicating.

26 MAY 2016

One star-like object and first logged entry of a flying ORB – Illustrations (slides) >> 26 MAY 2016 – Log-Entry (opens in new tab)

About flying Orbs – At first, I thought it was a natural phenomenon such as this one, but there was a problem, they always appeared out of nowhere in local atmosphere.

There was intelligence behind them.  They usually appeared with, or after a sighting and eventually without sightings (2017).

In the beginning, I wasn’t documenting trajectory paths but by 8 August 2016, I began to take it seriously.

• 8 AUGUST 2016, homesick, crying on the back porch, then POOF! approximately 15 feet away from me 3D yellow orb size of a small cantaloup appeared >> short video animation, click HERE (opens new tab).

JUNE 2016

By June 2016, for past 3 weeks, from wake-up to bedtime, almost daily, I would wake up with homesickness, resisting it all day.  It  stopped when I went to sleep then back again at wake up, days in, days out.  It had started in mid-May 2016.

2-3 JUNE 2016

In log entries, I wrote @ 3:30am :  “I wonder if I will feel homesick tomorrow : – ( I hope not.” 

Then, I wrote @ 7:50pm:: “I cried this morning. Just now (7:50pm), when I think I’m finally gotten over this, I am not.  What is “this”?  I AM HOMESICK, so sad, so want to go home – Where’s home?“

And continued (7:50pm):  “Out! Out! Out! . . .Gotta work in the flowers!”  – As I mentioned above, I resisted / fought it. I will come to write that it’s an illusion, don’t give in.  It was like a psychological haunting.

At the time, I didn’t know neuro-technology was real, I thought it was demonic attacks – A parasitical mind invasion.

• Imagine how some people could think it’s demon possession and then seek out religious based exorcism . . . wow.  It’s man-made, imagine the field day they would have with that.

LOG ENTRIES >> 2-3 JUNE 2016 – Log-Entries. Contains illustrations (slides)

1. One star-like object (in general area where I was looking).
2. High strangeness involving what I thought was the moon (it wasn’t) and a double helix helicopter.  Weird – I know what I saw.

On 3 JUNE 2016, at wake-up. homesickness was waiting for me.  I had a “Oh no you don’t, not today pal” moment.  Here’s what I wrote:

• “The “next day of homesickness”, I felt it this am (morning) but dismissed it as illusionary – I had a great day. I will eventually go home in due time.
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  Thank you profoundly Divine Source (of Being). My friend Jesus-Christ is the one who led me to you . . . ”  (to Divine Source of Being – nothing to do with organized religions)

17-18 JUNE 2016

In this log entry (18th), I wrote I didn’t feel homesick on this day – It had been ongoing for several weeks, was it over? Far from it.

One sighting, two witnesses >> 17-18 JUNE 2016 – Log Entries

19 JUNE 2016 – Voice Projection Technology

On 19 JUNE 2016, I experienced VOICE PROJECTION, the first of two.  It was as if someone was sitting in the corner of the room where the figure of Abram was projected (on the wall).

What did it say? In a syllabic manner, a male voice said: I – NA – NA

I instinctively turned around to face Abram, there was no one. I was stunned. I stared most of the evening at Abram –At the time, I had no idea neuro-tech could be behind this voice projection.

I didn’t know who / what “I NA NA” meant – I found out on 8 May 2017.

Since I didn’t look it up on the Internet (they monitored), I will assume they weren’t sure I had heard it.  I believe if they had known, they would have leveraged it.

• But by 6 November 2017, they would know I had heard it when I finally told someone on SKYPE chat.  Three days later (9 Nov 2017), they did a STAGED lucid dream with Mark using the INANA theme.

At end of the evening (19th June), I closed the lamp. Next day (20th), I was looking forward to the evening to turn the lamp on.

20 JUNE 2016 – Bad Day

When I turned on the lamp, the bulb fizzed out. I believe neuro-technology from day before caused it.

I was devastated.  It felt as if my father had just passed away.

I was grieving a loss and felt overwhelmingly homesick.

(photo taken 3 JUNE 2016 using smartphone)

ABHAM on the wall was gone  – He came in on 2 JANUARY and left on 20 JUNE 2016.

For past six months, I had developed a relationship with this figure. He was the trigger that led me to become an observer (stop getting triggered) and how to meditate.

Abhram had a big impact in my life – A mind training of sort – Self-discipline.

To know more, go to 2 January 2016 section in this post >> January-April 2016 – Family’s Comeback In Our Lives Is Diffused – Many Strange Incidents – Start of Star-Like Objects – Satellite Feed on Property Detected

I mourned him as if I had lost a father. I had lost my internal support – He kept me grounded.

I had six months of mindfulness training and that’s exactly what I thought at the time (20 JUNE 2016). Training that would serve for what was to come in the future with the psychopaths.

It’s as if I was being prepared – Learn self-discipline, become the dispassionate observer, do not entangle with psychopaths, narcissists and the demonic – see them for what they are.  Emotional  detachment. Observe, keep track.

• In early July 2016, I stopped grieving Abram.  I realized I had captured his essence when I drew his picture by putting the canvas on the wall and tracing his face (took in avg an hour each time).
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  I did three drawings – Here’s a 30-second clip.  click here (opens new tab).

21 JUNE 2016 – It was as if they knew. 

When the psychopaths came in with tactics for termination, they were always confident it would happen within a few days at worst, a week or two and here we were, 6-7 weeks later on 21 JUNE 2016, so they up’d the ante. 

“she will kill herself in the next few days or weeks you’ll see . . .
oh no?  then pump up the volume”

LET THE KILLING GAMES BEGIN . . .

Starting 21 JUNE 2016, Mark SMITH began experiencing instantaneous personality changes while at the  same time, FAMILY came out of the woodwork. SMITH started to tell me that I should be killed,  started defending his family.  I was the bad guy.

On 21 June 2016, in late morning, NICOLE PERIARD called.  The day before, she  started chaos by instigating a fight among certain men at a party.  She then called police and stood in the sideline enjoying her masterpiece – proud of it.  That was one of her signatures. 

After Mark got off the phone with her . . . I criticized her for what she had done.  Mark immediately sided with her.  With eyes popping out of his head, he took a step forward and said:

“I SHOULD KILL YOU”

In response, I opened my arms wide, took a step forward and calmly said:

“PLEASE GO AHEAD, DO IT”
(It would not be a suicide.  Also, I lost fear of death in 2003-04.)

He didn’t expect that.  He put his head down and walked away.

I was so down and out that I stopped checking emails (totally).  But a month later, on 24 JULY 2016,  through an extraordinary experience (2nd voice projection), soon after, I finally check emails.

22 JUNE 2016 – Bad Day

 BY 21 JUNE 2016, THEY PUSHED THE ENVELOPE – On top of the Suicide Program, I was threatened to be killed.  In July, It would happen 3 times, not random but in sync with specific activities which SMITH knew nothing about.

It showed intelligence behind the death threats.  Unnatural.  At the time, I thought it was instant demonic possession, it was neuro-tech.

22 JUNE –> ONE GREEN FLYING ORB – wow.

Log entry, I wrote: “I was homesick today – yep! My wish @ solstice (see 21st log entry) is to transcend homesickness feeling – (achieve) growth from this – Transform.

Oddly, seeing the shooting star (green flying orb) brought clarity.”

Ironic, isn’t it? The sighting brought clarity for me to take the HOMESICK Virus as opportunity to transcend, grow within and transform.

I wonder what they thought I was thinking/feeling. High likely not the above.

LOG ENTRY >> 22 JUNE 2016 – Log Entry – illustration on last slide of green flying orb.

JULY 2016

By July 2016, they were most likely impatient, it was taking too long.  I would venture that impatient attitude cames from quick results in other crime operations under their belt (New Partners (CSIS) not GUERTIN).  Without their new partners, the GUERTIN were screwed.

• Picture this — > Imagine how it would have gone down IF I had logged my entries electronically (online) like many people do.  Imagine the intel they could have collected regarding my perception of events and my emotional state.
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  In the hands of a talented Intelligence Analyst, online logs would have been gold nuggets to develop / customize strategies for my extermination.

3, 4 & 6 JULY 2016

A sighting every day (3, 4, 6 July).

ON 4 JULY 2016, the star-like object travelled a short distance then stopped below Ursa Major (Big Dipper).  Remained stationary. I watched it for  5-7 minutes and eventually went inside. I was amazed and mentioned it in my log entry of 6 July.

Log ENTRIES for 3,4 & 6 JULY 2016, click HERE

 22 JULY 2016

That morning,  I felt free.   I could breathe and feel the emotions of love, appreciation and gratitude.  I privately celebrated Mary Magdelena Day (22nd July), the Divine Feminine energy.

But in late afternoon, I confronted Mark for lying.  He threatened to kill me and my daughter (a cop and veteran).  I never understood why he included my daughter.

He continued with — > “If it’s not him (who kills us), he knows enough people who would do it.”

In my logs, I wrote: “How cool! – Fvcking human – Please forgive them.”

Log ENTRIES for 22 & 26 JULY 2016, click HERE

I though he was possessed.

I know two other ladies who experienced this spontaneous personality changes with their husbands around same period as I did.

In both cases,  husbands were killed  in order to isolate the females and become their handlers.   One was murdered and the other husband cut his throat in front of his wife then they came in her life as heroes. Illegal fake SSP infiltrated her life.

She loved them / defended them / sided with them.  But by Fall 2019, she realized they were not her friends.  It got so bad that in November 2019, she permanently left Canada.  She had dual citizenship (UK).

What did we have in common?  >> Same organized crime network, same operational signature, same modus operandi >> Secret Space Program IMPOSTORS and modern day possessions (the men) which pointed to neuro-technology.

Interestingly, the SON’s fake suicide method was cutting his throat . . . just like the real suicide of one of the husbands a few months prior – could it have been caused by the same network?  I believe so.  Lack of imagination Louis GUERTIN used suicide method from a provoked suicide.  That story-lie high likely came from New Partners (CSIS) which I believe had a hand in the real spontaneous suicide that occurred a few months earlier.  That was a mistake.

We came to be known as the three widows – But in my case, they wanted to terminate me in order to isolate Mark Smith and deliver him to the GUERTIN.  In the case of the two other ladies, they terminated their husbands in order to isolate and control them.

24 JULY 2016 – SECOND VOICE PROJECTION

It was a bad day.

In mid-evening, I was watching a Connecting Consciousness (CC) broadcast.  At the time, the founder of CC, Simon Parkes was being smeared/character assassinated which I would uncover through investigation in March 2017.

As I listened to what he was claiming, I knew it wasn’t true “this guy was being set up!”.  A disinformation campaign to discredit him.  In 2016, there seemed to be an agenda to close off CC in North America (discovered through investigation).

As I was watching the podcast and listening to what I considered was another pack of lies against this guy.

I said out loud:  BULLSHIT! 

Within seconds, behind me a male voice said :

WE DON’T LIE!
clear & firm tone

Keep in mind they could hear in-house conversations.  So they knew what I was watching and heard me say “Bullshit”.

So, I turned around and faced a drawing that was started in mid-June and completed earlier that day (24th July). As it progressed, I had taken many photos with my smartphone – At the time, I didn’t know we were monitored.

• But it begs the question –> How did they know where the drawing was located? . . . same goes with the first voice projection on 19 JUNE 2016, how did they know where the figure on the wall was located? hidden cameras?  perhaps.

I instinctively turned and made eye contact with the characters in the drawing.

This drawing started differently as to how it ended (completion).  While drawing, the image emerged after erasing a few times and then I noticed faint lines forming faces. I simply traced over them.

When I started to trace and saw it was a reptoid person, I immediately got the feeling, I was being tested to see if I would have an involuntary reaction of fear, superstition and prejudice like so many.

• In my book, people is people *consciousness” no matter what container they host.  Don’t judge people by what they look like but rather by their energetic signature, intention and behavior.

Here’s a short montage that show the progression of this drawing started in mid-June 2016.

After the voice projection, I was empowered / encouraged to check my emails which I hadn’t touched since 21 June 2016.

On 29 May 2016, I had sent a request to join Connecting Consciousness . . .  And there it was, a welcome to CC email requesting that I complete a questionnaire to confirm my membership.  It was in my inbox since 8 July 2016.

I read it and I marked it unread.  I would return to it in a few days.

Just before Mark retired, he switched on and said

  “I should kill you”

Then switched off and went to bed.

This was the THIRD time “I should kill you”  – At the time, I wondered –> Were they (dark forces) pissed because I finally checked emails? Was it because of Connecting Consciousness?  Was the voice projection “WE DON’T LIE” pissing off?

So many questions.

ABOUT CONNECTING CONSCIOUSNESS (CC):

In 2016-17,  NEURO-TECHNOLOGY WAS LIKELY USED AGAINST KEY MEMBERS IN NORTH AMERICA (COORDINATORS AND TEAM).  IT WAS DONE TO SEED DISTRUST AND BREAK UP THE NORTH AMERICAN CHAPTERS.

VERY CLEVER, I BEGAN TO THINK I WAS TARGETED BECAUSE OF CC WHICH WASN’T THE CASE – BUT THEY WOULD COME TO HIDE THE REAL REASON, THE SMITH OPERATION AND MAKE ME THINK i WAS TARGETED BECAUSE OF CC.

IN MY OPINION, THERE WERE TWO ORGANIZED OPERATIONS:

(1) CLOSE OFF CC IN NORTH AMERICA.
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(2) TARGET LYN CHAMPAGNE (ME) FOR TERMINATION IN ORDER TO ISOLATE MARK SMITH.

READ THIS >>CC-2016-2017-4-slides-CC-under-attack-2016-aiming-for-closure.pdf

26 July 2016

On this day, they re-enforced my perception I was targeted because of Connecting Consciousness.

EMAIL REPLY –> I sent an acknowledgement (Welcome to CC email) stating that I would complete the new member questionnaire by 2 AUGUST 2016.

Within 5-7 minutes of sending the email, there was two star-like objects with one helicopter that flew low above me and took photos – blinding flashes in my eyes.

It was the start of making me think I was targeted because of CC.  The helicopter and star-like objects were together?!.

That was quick . . . within 5-7 minutes.  It means I was already monitored – I thought monitoring had started because of CC. .  The helicopter had nothing to do with CC and all to do with the Mark Smith Operation – It was just a means to make me think it was because of CC.

And the star-like objects?  they were associated with the helicopter – same network.  SSP? So I thought at the time.

26 JULY 2016 — A short video animation of the helicopter and two UAPS >> 20160726-Animation-helicopter-2.UAPS.(after CC Reg-d).mp4

That night just before Mark retired, took a step forward and with rage:

“I SHOULD KILL YOU AND THE DOGS”

That one (fourth time) hurt because it included the dogs. He switched off and went to bed.

In my handwritten log entry for 26 JULY 2016, I wrote:

“If I’m found dead, Mark and his low-life family
are most likely responsible.”

Handwritten entry (one page) >> 20160726-Killing-everyone-including-the-dogs.png.

After 26 JULY 2016, thoughts that fed emotions of homesickness receded for a few days.

2 AUGUST 2016

One sighting “star-like object”

After completing the CC new member questionnaire & emailed @ 10:47PM, I had a sighting and flash >>  20160802-animation.mp4 – Just like 4 JULY 2016, the star-like object travelled a distance then stopped and remained stationary.

5 AUGUST 2016

Three flying ORBS

After stepping out on the back porch, within a few minutes – Short video >> 20160805-animation.mp4

8 AUGUST 2016 – HOMESICKNESS WAS BACK

Late that night, I was on the back porch, sobbing. What happened next snapped me out of it.

Here’s what happened . . .

I was on the back porch, crying.  Suddenly, a 3d yellow sphere appeared.  It looked solid, the size of a small cantaloup – It appeared 18-25 ft off the ground, 12-15 ft away from me. It descended and disappeared before it could hit the ground. Poof, gone.

Stunned, I stopped crying. Short video animation >> 20160808-animation.mp4

Log ENTRY for 8 AUGUST 2016, click HERE

After this experience, I started to carefully log all flying ORB sightings.  Many ORB sightings in 2017 with mental downloads.

10-11 AUGUST 2016

I thought I could telepathically communicate.  But as I explained above, there was a satellite feed on the property which gave the perception we were communicating.  I go outside, I send thoughts, then POOF! a sighting.

On this evening, in a 7 minute time window, there was a huge slow flash, a yellow flying orb similar to 8 AUGUST (2 days earlier) and a bright green streak on the southeastern side (local).

10 AUGUST 2016 –> Short video animation, click HERE

I hadn’t gone to bed yet . . .  11 AUGUST 2016 (3am) –> Short video animation, click HERE

Log ENTRIES for 10 & 11 AUGUST 2016, click HERE

20-21 AUGUST 2016 – BAD DAYS –> HOMESICKNESS

Log of 20th reads:

20 AUGUST 2016 – Cloudy night, sunny day – – – all day, 20 minutes after wake up, I felt HOMESICK, SAD, cried in the morning, afternoon and early evening.

Why homesick? Homesick to where? This is an illusion.

Log of 21st reads:

Again, this morning I didn’t feel good. > > HOMESICK – – fuck you – HOMESICK is an illusion.

I refused to accept the emotional state of homesickness – however had to fight it – a resistance to delve into that state of  mind.

Log entries for 20 & 21 AUGUST 2016, click HERE

Sightings – Short video>> 20160821-animation.mp4

EARLY SEPTEMBER 2016

MANY SIGHTINGS – logs to be digitized

Fighting intrusive thoughts – By September 2016, I had a “Fvck you” mindset as I resisted/tried to block thoughts from triggering homesick, sadness, etc.

Ongoing since May 2016, for past four months – Whoever was doing this was NOT going to win.

14 SEPTEMBER 2016

INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS NEUTRALIZED.

To this day, I strongly believe someone other than “them”, used similar mind invasive technology to counteract their transmission.  Here’s what I mean:

In early evening, I heard, loud and clear in mind >> “YOU ARE NOT OF HERE” 

I  almost fell to my knees – ugh! gut-punched -> like being hit with a sledge hammer at solar plexus.

I responded  WHAT!  YOU DUMPED ME HERE?! 

IT WAS THE WORST FEELING OF ABANDONMENT, UNLOVED AND LONELINESS I HAD/HAVE  EVER FELT IN THIS LIFE TIME.

3-4 SECONDS PAUSE  (it was long as I was in the deepest low ever experienced)

Then, after 3-4 seconds, in mind, loud and clear >> “NO, YOU VOLUNTEERED.”

BOOM!  total change right there and then – I had made conscious decision to be here at this time.  I wasn’t dumped here.  It resonated to say the least.

This is by far one of the best gifts in this life time with
the 18 months to live trickery in 2003.

Ten years later, I am still grateful.
Whoever you are, I thank you.

At the time, little did I know what was to come . . . you know, running for my life, being on a kill list but then eventually becoming Mark SMITH’s  life protector.  It became a mission.

I adopted the mindset of an operative, an observer and annotated the shit they were doing.  I also recorded as much as I could without getting caught.  I remained sovereign of self which pissed them off.

From this point forward, mind invasive technology could no longer influence but they didn’t know and continued until mid-October 2016.

Events surrounding 14 SEPTEMBER 2016 . . . Well, there’s more to it than what is posted here such as the psychological changes that occur in following weeks and year (2017). Same for events of 1962 (age 3) not narrated here but tie in.

I got the impression there were other factions who had access to same mind technology.  They interfered / counteracted some of  the willful damage being done by the illegal network that New Partners (CSIS) had recourse.

One can combat/defeat V2K . . . They prey on one’s emotional weaknesses to convince the target to take a desired course of action.  In my case it was  >> suicide triggered by homesickness.

KNOW THY SELF

OCTOBER 2016

Since 14 September, the suicide program had no effect.  They would realize it by mid-October 2016.

But during the window of ineffectiveness, invasive thoughts were more direct such as “kill yourself!”  = Frustrated & impatient?  Most likely. It was now going on 5 months.

The good thing out of this, is that now I know when thoughts are not mine.  This was valuable experiential learning.  Thank you.

By first week of October, there’s an overlap, they started to focus on my son.  Keep in mind, they tend to go after the ones you love as means to get to the target.

• The last time they (before GUERTIN) went after my son was first week of January 1999, a few days after my father died. They leveraged my father’s passing.  My son was kidnapped and slotted for execution.  He escape after three days of torture.
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• In January 1999, the plan was for me to lose my father and son in same week.

When New Partners (CSIS) took over for GUERTIN (Fall 2015), they high likely promised that my termination would be easy.  No problem Mr. and Mrs. GUERTIN you will not have to be involved.

HERE’S AN INTERESTING POINT IN TIME . . .

GUERTIN SON & MOTHER DEMANDING UPFRONT FOR MY SUICIDE.

Between 24-27 February 2018, the SON GUERTIN and his mother Michelle repeatedly demanded that I kill myself.  This is the period I came to call “ Full Force Kill Program”.  

Prior to this date in February 2018, for past 8 days (16-23 FEB 2018), I knew they were planning to set me up with a crime.  I truly believe if they had been able to remove me from hone with false arrest, they would have likely done an organized suicide in jail –> “awww she killed herself in her cell”.

After 24 February 2018, both GUERTIN perps were demanding it as if they were entitled to it (something like) –>  “Oh, co-ome on will ya’  do us a favor . . . . pfft! do yourself a favor and kill yourself . . . . come on do it . . . . . come on . . . . “

They seeped frustration and impatience. how I was a delay (how dare I not comply and kill myself)  – As if they had been promised since 2016 – then high likely during the crime setup program (16-23 Feb 2018).

In 2016,  they were all gong-ho, confident it was a cinch, a routine, easy.  After all, New Partners (CSIS) had all the technology and gadgetry.

I imagine them toasting – clinging the wine glasses (early 2016). hahahaha – all in a good mood.  yes-s.

They showed it was expected, as if they were entitled, promised and now it was taking too long – “get a move on it, you’re suppose to kill yourself, we were promised”.

On 11 SEPTEMBER 2017, I had a WhatsApp Video Chat with the CC UK Country Coordinator.  Twenty minutes into our conversation, I told him it was the ONE-YEAR anniversary of “The Knowing”, then explained what had happened (14 September 2016) and how it had permanently stopped a suicide program.

Within 5 minutes of narrating all this, BOOM!  All hell broke loose in the house.  I believe this  is how THEY learned  why the suicide program in 2016 had failed.

• 11 September 2017 – SMITH’s Demonic Personality Change After Voicing Online WHY Their Suicide Program Failed in 2016 – Neuro-Tech Targeting SMITH Highly Suspected

Then, on 21 JANUARY 2018, I uploaded to GDrive, a document that briefly mentioned 14 SEP 2016.  Next day (22nd), SMITH was laser shot and phone call to trigger killer personality w/t false memories – They were aiming for a crime of passion, more precisely murder / suicide style. It’s the first video in the recordings collection.

Based on trail of events, since 18-19 January 2018  the two GUERTIN mouth-pieces ahd gone quiet.  They had been at it since 6-7 January 2018 – two weeks no success.  I think they got impatient and the new Directors planned out a new course of action. – They went quiet (18th) and 4 days later, they pulled the job (lase & call).

My upload day before (21st Jan) was most likely a coincidental synchronicity.

• 22-24 January 2018 – Lased through Window – Ex-Con Personality w/t False Memories Who Wanted to Kill Me – Broke Trance Next Day – First Seizure

To close off  . . .

Let’s say, what happened on 14 September 2016 was not true, what I mean is, I am of here and there is no such thing as volunteering. Would I be disappointed?  No.

It’s too late, psychological rewiring has been completed – I’m not the same person (human personality), but am the same being hosting this biological container.

It was a gift. I stepped up to the plate. Detachment, Honor, Integrity, Courage,  Compassion & Sovereign of Self.  The latter pissed them off (yeah, there’s a story).

Prepared me for what was to come (2017+) – Thanks.

That it be true or not, is now irrelevant.  It has served its purpose.  Grateful.

Be well within

Lyn

 

NEXT POST >> October – 16 November 2016 – Michelle GUERTIN Makes Contact AFTER Suicide Program Targeting My SON Is Abruptly Stopped

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