UPDATE 16 JANUARY 2024
There’s an emergence of people yearning to go home but they don’t know where home is. Most become haunted with heavy emotions of homesickness especially if ongoing for several weeks – The thoughts feed the emotional core then comes the realization the only way to go home is by suicide.
Is neuro technology targeting certain kind of people or is it just a sign of the times?
Are they really your thoughts? How do you know?
Learn to quiet the mind – It doesn’t take long to learn (a day? a week?). Once you do, you will easily recognize when not your thoughts and you will stop those thoughts to involuntarily trigger an emotional response needed to give it traction.
Recommended videos:
(1) Are Your Thoughts Making You Unhappy? Free yourself from the noise in your head
(2) Self-Empowerment – How To Observe And Transform The Energy Of Emotions
(3) Self-Awareness – Observing your Mind
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This is Suicide program 1 of 2 – From June to September 2016 – Target: Me
When it will become ineffective on me (mid-September 2016) they will realize it by first week of October 2016 and turn to Suicide Program #2 my SON (October to 13 November 2016) – In my son’s case, it almost worked but the moment I sent a very very long email ASKING FOR HELP to someone in the UK, it STOPPED immediately. The person in the UK did not immediately read the email but I strongly suspect that the email was intercepted by a European Intelligence Agency (MI-6?).
On 13 November 2016, my Son was on the verge of committing suicide – I WAS ABOUT TO LOSE MY SON – – Details for what happened to my SON is in a post FOUND at end of this post – it’s called “2016 (Oct to mid-November) – Suicide Program #2 of 2 – Target: My Son – V2K, Voice of God, Demonic Holograms.”
After my email, they, in Canada, must have been forced to stop because there is a very short list of who has access to this type of technology – either they were told to stop or they stopped at risk of being exposed. In the case of my son they amplified for success (greater than what they did to me). In his case, >> V2K, Voice of God and DEMONIC looking holograms. After 6 weeks, days in, days out, he couldn’t take it anymore – convinced he was being attacked by demons – super tired, wanting to die.
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SUICIDE PROGRAM #1 of 2 – Target Lyn Champagne
In elimination operations, suicides are a clean and efficient way to terminate someone. Who are you going to blame? The target committed suicide – no one gets their hands dirty – no comebacks – open/shut case.
What if you could transmit thoughts in the mind of a target. Thoughts that involuntarily evoke emotions in the target. Emotions that lead to actions such as killing people, committing aberrant acts or committing suicide.
MIND -> EMOTION -> ACTION
At first, the target might fight the thoughts and the involuntary emotions that surge from the thoughts but if you keep at it, the odds are that the target will eventually take action. Just a question of time.
For example, if the target is imbued with thoughts of betrayal from trusted people, it will evokes emotions of anger, resentment and betrayal. … don’t stop, bombard that target daily until the target does the inevitable and goes on a killing rampage.
When asked why did you kill them? Anything the target will answer will sound as if s/he is mentally ill, deranged. Another open/shut case. None the wiser.
And that’s where V2K “Voice to Skull” technology
comes in play
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ABOUT V2K
Watch this (14-minute video)
V2K – Mind Control Frequency Weapon – Target DNA Signature
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SUICIDE PROGRAM – Target: LYN CHAMPAGNE
Start Date: MAY 2016
End Date: when suicide is successful
TOOL: V2K “Voice to skull” technology
So the new partners (CSIS) came on board by mid-2015. By January 2016, the house was bugged as well as all online points of communication. The plan was to eliminate me as means to isolate GUERTIN’s target >> Mark Smith. Keep in mind, he trusted them with his life. In 2016, they all thought they wouldn’t have to show their faces – killing at a distance via suicide. None the wiser. So that was the plan.
Spoiler Alert >> V2K will become ineffective on 14 September 2016 and forward and that’s when they will shift their focus to my SON so that he commits suicide. It almost happened. Someone somewhere FORCED them to stop which led to a new strategy in 2017 involving reeling in NICOLE PERIARD (Mark’s sister) and brings the SON at forefront by summer 2017. Once father-son trust bond would be established, then they would make me disappear and Mark Smith would run to the trusted SON (GUERTIN) and voilà! the job would be done.
MAY 2016 – They started to use V2K
What were the thoughts planted in mind?
“I want to go home but I don’t know where home is . . . it is not here (on Earth), I don’t belong, I never did”
What emotions did it involuntarily evoke?
Profound homesickness, heavy weight, depressed, stuck, in prison, alone even in a crowded room, alienated.
What was the action to take to solve this problem?
Commit suicide – the only way to go home
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By June 2016, I would wake up and those thoughts would come in mind. It involuntarily evoked the emotions and the only way to stop it was by committing suicide.
It would start at wake up and stop when I went to sleep. Days in, days out.
SPOILER ALERT >> IT STOPPED AFFECTING ME on 14 SEPTEMBER 2016 permanently – NOW YOU CAN READ EVERYTHING BELOW BECAUSE IT IS THE ESCALATION TO 14 SEPTEMBER 2016 OR YOU CAN SCROLL DOWN AND GO TO 14 SEPTEMBER 2016.
BUT HERE’S THE THING AFTER 21 JUNE 2016, THEY PUSHED THE ENVELOPE – I WAS THREATENED TO BE KILLED ON TOP OF THE SUICIDE PROGRAM – IN ADDITION, THERE ARE OTHER SUPERNATURAL LIKE EVENTS SUCH AS VOICE PROJECTION EXPERIENCES (WHICH I STRONGLY BELIEVE WAS TECHNOLOGY) . THAT’S PART OF THE ESCALATION TO 14 SEPTEMBER DETAILED BELOW.
A few months earlier, on 2 January 2016, a figure (face) appeared on the wall. Oh, I know how it sounds. But this figure (face) seemed to have energy of sort. I called him ABRAM “Abram on the wall”. What was peculiar about Abram appearing on 2 January 2016 is that on that day, the family were back at creating chaos in our lives. BIG TIME. Just like before July 2014.
Keep in mind, I did something on 13 JULY 2014 that kept the family and GUERTIN away. But by Fall 2015, they started playing games and came back full force by 2 January 2016.-
I couldn’t understand why Family was back in our household and full of bravura . . . They were no longer afraid. What the hell had happened? >> A new partnership with those I call New partners (CSIS) and they took over with promises of lollipops and success – first choice to isolate Smith for grab was to terminate me.
No one had to get involved, just sit back because they had snazzy technologies and full monitoring access.- Keep in mind, GUERTIN & Family were stuck since 13 July 2014, afraid of me and so their new partnership was a dream come true – more powerful than the GUERTIN, above their pay grade. Since 2009, Family and GUERTIN had been trying to get rid of me.
For details on events surrounding 2 January 2016, go to these posts:
24 December 2015 – Christmas Eve – Nicole Insistent Pleas I attend – a LURE for In-House Bug Installation? | 1 January 2016 – Family At Bay Since 2014 No Longer Afraid – Back at Creating Chaos
and
2 January 2016 – FAMILY Back Creating Chaos like Past | 2 Jan-20 June 2016 – Abram on the Wall | 19 June – Voice Projection Technology used on me
Abram helped me grow. He was an inspiration to learn how to meditate, practice coherent thoughts, visions, transcend psychopaths >> when I look back I can say today that the family was practice “for what was to come – thanks Abram”
On 22 JANUARY 2018, I realized they wanted me dead. In 2016, I had no idea. Then on 27 February 2018, I KNEW they wanted both of us dead. Once they grabbed him, he would die.
Why am I writing about Abram here? Because he plays a role in this. They discovered his existence on 3 June 2016 when I took this photo using my IPHONE, click here.
Two weeks later, on 19 JUNE 2016, they used VOICE PROJECTION to make it seem that ABRAM had spoken. I have to tell you that after that experience, I stared at Abram for the rest of the evening. That was amazing – but today I know it was technology “Voice Projection”.
In a man’s voice, loud and clear, articulating each syllable, it said: I NA NA
I didn’t know what “I NA NA” meant – would find out on 8 May 2017. Since I didn’t look it up on the Internet (and they monitor) I will assume they weren’t sure I heard it. But they would know I did on 6 November 2017 when I told someone on SKYPE. Three days later, they would do a STAGED lucid dream onto Mark using the Inanna theme.
But on 19 June 2016, I stared at the image for a long time. Then closed the light at end of evening. That would be the last time I see Abram on the wall.
Next evening, I was looking forward to turn on the light. But the moment I did, it blew out. I strongly suspect voice projection technology affected the light bulb.
I was devastated. It felt as if my father had just passed away.
I was grieving a loss and felt overwhelmingly homesick.
That’s where we stood on 20 JUNE 2016.
21 JUNE 2016 – It was as if they knew.
When these people came in with tactics for termination “plan of action” they were always confident it would happen within a few days at worst, a week or two and here we were, 6-7 weeks later on 21 JUNE 2016, so they up’d the ante.
“she will kill herself in the next few days or weeks you’ll see . . .
oh no? then pump up the volume”
On 21 June 2016, in late morning, NICOLE PERIARD called. The day before, she started chaos by instigating a fight among certain men at a party. She then called police and she stood in the sideline enjoying her masterpiece – proud of it. That was one of her signatures. In July 2014, I exposed her and they were ran out of the community.
After Mark got off the phone . . . I criticized her for what she had done.
Mark immediately sided with her. He took a step forward and said:
“I SHOULD KILL YOU”
In response, I opened my arms wide, took a step forward and said:
“PLEASE GO AHEAD, DO IT”
He didn’t expect that. He put his head down and walked away.
I was so down and out that I stopped, on this day checking emails (totally). But through an extraordinary experience, I would check emails on 24 July 2016. wow.
A week later, early July 2016, I stopped grieving Abram, when I realized I had captured his essence when I drew his picture by putting the canvas on the wall and tracing his face (took in avg an hour each time) – I did three drawings – Here’s a 30-second clip. Click on the pop out icon on your upper right hand side. (if you have problems viewing it click here)
A month later . . .
22 JULY 2016
That morning, I felt free. I could breathe and feel the emotion of appreciation and gratitude. A great day. A great evening.
Then just before bedtime, out of nowhere, Mark turned to me and said:
“I SHOULD KILL YOU AND YOUR DAUGHTER”
He switched on then switched off, I would come to call it the “Dr. Jekyll/Mr. Hyde” syndrome. He went to bed as if nothing had happened.
We had separate bedrooms. We were friends. Not lovers.
I started to think he was possessed.
I know two other ladies who experienced it with their husbands at the same period.
In both cases, husbands were killed off in order to isolate the females and become the handlers. One of the husbands cut his throat in front of his wife. Illegal SSP infiltrated her life. It got so bad that she left Canada. What do we have in common? >> same organized crime network >> Illegal Secret Space Program, modern day possessions which points to neuro-technology targeting at a distance.
In all cases, we were psy toyed by the illegal Secret Space Program. The SON’s fake suicide method was cutting his throat . . . just like the real suicide of one of the husbands a few months prior – could it be the same network? yes.
We came to be known as the three widows – But in my case, they wanted to remove me in order to isolate Mark Smith and deliver him to the GUERTIN.
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24 JULY 2016
SECOND VOICE PROJECTION
This was a bad day. In late afternoon, I confronted Mark and others because they had fed me a story-lie of events that had never happened. I was disappointed that he had sided with them (family) just to mock me and my beliefs. Laughing at me behind my back and I caught them. Totally disrespect. I felt very alone.
In mid-evening, I was watching a Connecting Consciousness (CC) broadcast. At the time, the founder of CC, Simon Parkes was being smeared (this was discovered through investigation).
As I listened to what he was saying, I knew it wasn’t true “this guy was being setup”. A disinformation campaign to discredit him. In 2016, there seemed to be an agenda to close off CC in North America (discovered through investigation).
As I was watching the podcast and listening to what I considered was another pack of lies against this guy. Right at that moment, behind me a male voice said :
WE DON’T LIE!
with a very clear and firm voice
I instinctively turned and look at the drawing recently completed. This drawing started out differently as to how it ended. While drawing, the image emerged after erasing a few times and then I noticed faint lines forming faces. I simply traced.
When I started to trace and saw it was a reptoid person, I immediately got the feeling, I was being tested to see if I would have an involuntary reaction of fear and prejudice like so many do. I didn’t.
People is people no matter what container they are occupying. I have always found it unnerving there should be only one sentient species on this planet – unnatural . . . and to think that most humans think we are alone in the universe – A great hoodwink to say the least – astounding.
Here’s a short montage that show the progression of this drawing started in mid-June 2016. Click on the pop out icon on your upper right hand side.(If you have problems viewing, click here)
After the voice projection, I was empowered / encouraged to check my emails that I hadn’t touched since 21 June 2016.
On 29 May 2016, I had submitted a request to join Connecting Consciousness . . . And there it was, a welcoming email requesting that I complete a questionnaire that would confirm my membership. It was in my inbox since 8 July 2016.
I read it and I marked it unread. I would return to it in a few days.
Just before Mark retired, he switched on and said
“I should kill you”
Then switched off and went to bed.
Were they pissed because I finally checked emails?
IN 2016-2017, CONNECTING CONSCIOUSNESS WAS UNDER ATTACK. THEY WERE ALREADY USING MIND PSY TECHNOLOGY ON PROMINENT MEMBERS (COORDINATORS) IN ORDER TO SEED DISTRUST AND BREAK UP THE GROUP ESPECIALLY IN NORTH AMERICA.
AND THIS IS VERY CLEVER, BECAUSE, AT THE TIME, IF I DIDN’T KNOW ANY BETTER, I WOULD HAVE THOUGHT I WAS BEING TARGETED BECAUSE OF CC WHICH WASN’T THE CASE AT ALL – THEY “THE PSYCHOPATHS” TRIED TO HIDE THEMSELVES UNDER THAT COVER (AS IT RELATED TO ME).
IN REALITY, THERE WERE TWO OPERATIONS:
(1) CLOSE OFF CC IN NORTH AMERICA
(2) TARGET LYN CHAMPAGNE (ME) IN ORDER TO ISOLATE MARK SMITH FOR CAPTUREWHAT’S THE COMMONALITY? ME
SO THEY HID UNDER THE COVER I WAS BEING TARGETED BECAUSE I HAD JOINED CC WHICH WASN’T THE CASE BUT WOULD MAKE ME THINK IT WAS.
READ THIS >>CC-2016-2017-4-slides-CC-under-attack-2016-aiming-for-closure.pdf
TWO DAYS LATER . . .
26 July 2016
I returned to my inbox and sent an acknowledgement that I would complete the questionnaire by 2 AUGUST 2016.
I have to tell you that I also got the sense that from this point forward I was protected and do not to squander. Move it! you are protected but don’t squander “don’t sit on your arse” “don’t fuck around” << strong mental thoughts. I was giddy – OOMPH MOVE OVER.
After pressing SEND (email), I went to the back porch to look at the night sky expecting to see something . . .
Within 5-7 minutes of pressing SEND, I had two UAPS and one helicopter that flew low above me and took photos – blinding flashes.
. . . there you go. The start of making me think I am targeted because of CC “let the mind games begin”.
Gee, that was quick . . think about it >> within 5-7 minutes. It means I was already monitored. The helicopter had nothing to do with CC and all to do with the Mark Smith Operation – It was just a means to make me think it was because of CC.
As for the two UAPs, keep in mind that I had regular sightings since 6 March 2016 . . . I haven’t written about this yet. To come. In 2016, I experienced 148 sightings. In 2017, 227 sightings.
Were they real? I suspect they were man-made >> new partners (CSIS) having recourse to the illegal SSP outfit.
Since 6 MARCH 2016, all sightings have been documented.
Here’s a quick re-enactment animation of the helicopter and two UAPS >> 20160726-Animation-helicopter-2.UAPS.(after CC Reg-d).mp4
That night just before Mark retired, he switched on and took a step forward, a moment of rage of his face and said:
“I SHOULD KILL YOU AND THE DOGS”
That one (fourth time) hurt.
He switched off and went to bed.
In my handwritten log entry for 26 JULY 2016, I wrote:
“If I’m found dead, Mark and his low-life family
are most likely responsible.”
Handwritten entry (one page) >> 20160726-Killing-everyone-including-the-dogs.png.
Based on handwritten log entries, after 26 JULY – The thoughts that fed emotions of homesickness stopped but it would come back.
2 AUGUST 2016
After completing the questionnaire and emailing it @ 10:47PM, I had a sighting and flash >> 20160802-animation.mp4
5 AUGUST 2016
After stepping out on the back porch, within a few minutes or less >> 20160805-animation.mp4
8 AUGUST 2016
Late that night, I was on the back porch, sobbing. Today, I know there was an eye in the sky “satellite” aimed on my property . . .
What happened next that SNAPPED me out of it.
A perfectly shaped 3d medium yellow colored sphere appeared approx. 15 ft away from where I was standing sobbing – perhaps 20-25 ft off the ground then descended to the ground but disappeared before it hit the ground.
That snapped me out of crying . . . HUH? >> animation re-enactment >> https://drive.google.com/file/d/1BDHMbmMx63JC2FTQGZ4z7ksHmpmH4ZbA/view?usp=drive_link
It is HIGH LIKELY not from the psychopaths.
Why? >> If I was seeing my target sobbing and hiving on the porch I would revel in that sight.
10 AUGUST 2016
Here’s another slew of sightings that happened a few minutes after stepping out on the back porch >> https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rsRRNot72YraRApzrqnFWUjP0-CZDgXR/view?usp=drive_link
11 AUGUST 2016
Another one, a few minutes on the back porch >> 20160811-animation-Drone-orb.mp4
21 AUGUST 2016
And another one >> 20160821-animation.mp4
14 SEPTEMBER 2016
THE DAY V2K NEGATIVE THOUGHTS WERE NEUTRALIZED – WOULD NOT WORK ANYMORE
How come? >> I had a profound experience. Perhaps V2K was used to counteract what the psychopaths were doing to me. Yes-s someone else using it to counteract the damage they do.
Through a series of events, that evening, I heard, loud and clear in mind, >> “you are not of here . . .. ”
I responded WHAT??! YOU DUMPED ME HERE????!
. . . I almost fell to my knees – ugh! just like being hit with a sledge hammer at solar plexus. THIS WAS THE WORST FEELING OF ABANDONMENT AND UNLOVED I HAD EVER FELT (second time as you shall read).
3-5 SECONDS LATER . . .
In mind, loud and clear >> “no . . . you volunteered . . .”
At that moment, I flashed back to 26 July 1962 (age 3 years, 1 week) when I woke up in hospital after being hit by a car the day before. This is my first memory of life (self conscious) and it was a very bad day of panic because I realized I sounded like a baby, I couldn’t express the coherent thoughts I had in mind, I was in the body of a baby. I became confused and disoriented – abandoned, unloved. As far as I was concerned, this is the day I met the humans who were the parents of my human host known as Lyn Champagne. Oh, I know how it sounds but it happened.
In 1962, HIS WAS ALSO THE DAY when I anchored emotions of ABANDONMENT and UNLOVED . . . of being dump here in a human container with no memories of where I came from.
So after that 1962 flash back (2-3 seconds), I asked: “why not come in at birth?”
Loud and clear >> “not an option”
After my stay at the hospital (1962), for the next six months I observed human behavior to understand my environment. After a year, I wanted to get out of here because the humans hid their true emotions out of fear of being used – lying to themselves and others – one after the other no matter where I looked – believing in things that were not real and getting angry if you called them on it “look at the fear in their eyes – getting agitated”. I came to be known / called behind my back >> creepy kid.
On 14 September 2016, I knew when those emotions anchored in and they immediately dissipated. I call this experience “THE KNOWING” – and here I am today – that’s the difference between “belief” and “knowing”.
Little did I suspect what was to come . . . you know running for my life and eventually becoming the life protector of Mark Smith.
I TRULY BELIEVE THAT IF I NOT HAD THE 14 SEPTEMBER 2016 EXPERIENCE >> I WOULD BE DEAD TODAY OR MENTALLY DESTROYED.
This experience allowed me to not emotional entangle/ENGAGE with the psychopaths who wanted me dead.
In my mind, I became an operative and annotated the shit they did and recorded as much as I could without getting caught.
From that point forward (14 September 2016)
V2K “voice in skull” no longer influenced me.
It didn’t work on me anymore.
One has to wonder if the experience on 14 September 2016 was done using V2K?
If so it wouldn’t be by the psychopaths as this would not be to their advantage.
I always got the impression there were other factions who used the same technology but to counteract the damage done by the illegal network, new partners (CSIS) had recourse to.
ONE THING I can say is that one can combat/defeat V2K . . . They prey on one’s emotional weaknesses to convince the target to take a desired action. In my case it was >> suicide
KNOW THY SELF
Since I didn’t have those anchored emotions anymore, thoughts using V2K couldn’t trigger the emotions of homesickness to roll in suicide.
The suicide program became ineffective and they came to realize it by end of September 2016.
BUT THEN . . .
TWO WEEKS LATER >> (first week of October 2016) THEY FOCUSED ON MY SON. Keep in mind they tend to go after the ones you love as means to get to you, the target. The last time they (before GUERTIN) went after my son for execution was first week of January 1999, a few days after my father died. They leveraged my father’s passing.
The new partners (CSIS) are associated to those who have been targeting me for many years prior to GUERTIN – no wonder first choice to isolate SMITH was by eliminating me. They have been at it for decades.
SPOILER ALERT >> By 13 November 2016, it almost worked but through investigation, I have concluded that they were FORCED to STOP after I sent an email on 13 NOVEMBER 2016, asking for help for my SON.
They had to be forced stopped because it is illogical to stop if your target is just about to kill himself. These are satanic psychopaths, why stop? you are almost there.
SO THE QUESTION IS WHO STOPPED THEM?
High likely another intelligence agency (European based) – How would they have known? simple. I sent the email to a renown person based in the UK – the email was high likely intercepted.
Thank you.
THE ABOVE (suicide program >> my son) WILL BE THE NEXT POST TO FOLLOW THIS ONE.
He was high likely fed thoughts via V2K but the main thing was the holograms of demonic apparition – Since he thought they were real, he became an exorcist “fundamental preacher” trying to banish demons . . . after 6 weeks daily non-stop, he couldn’t take it anymore.
Please kill me I can’t banish them anymore, let me die. I will kill myself. Help me mom, help me banish them. Help me.
FUCKING CRUELTY maliciously instigated at level of crimes against humanity while they sat back and reveled / listened to it all. Pure evil.
THIS WAS DONE VIA TECHNOLOGY nothing supernatural at all . . . . I send an email for help and it stops? what? supernatural demons read the email and had compassion and stopped? Give me a break. It was technology in the hands of human creatures “the psychopaths” who allied with the GUERTIN and family.
Since they were high likely forced to stop >> what happened next? They focused on getting ready to prop up / tweak / gaslight NICOLE PERIARD (Family point of contact) first few months of 2017 in order to bring in the SON back in Mark’s life to foster trust (summer 2017).
Why? So that once I would disappear (mid-October 2017 – under guise of SSP wants me to join because . . . “i’m spe-ecial, yes-s ” – But it failed. But if it had worked, Mark in full trust of GUERTIN son and mother, would have ran to them for help. Gotcha! job done.
Keep in mind, that the new partners (CSIS) took over for GUERTIN, promises of success without having to get their hands dirty – first choice to isolate SMITH was by removing me (TERMINATION) – this ran from 2016 to 2018.
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P.S.: ON 21-22 JANUARY 2018, they would discover why the suicide program on me became ineffective (I uploaded a docu-presentation to Google drive entitled “first memory of life” and I included one slide about 14 September 2016.
By mid-evening of 22 January 2018, they laser shot and hypnotized him to trigger a killer personality with false memories of betrayal – he thought he was a life long ex-con recently out of a long-term jail sentence and I had ratted on him as an informant. While he was away, I partied in HIS house with various men.
On 22 January 2018, I finally realized they wanted me dead – not yet realizing it was ongoing since 2016.
On 22 January 2018, he was suppose to do a crime of passion – Kill me, Kill the dogs, Kill himself.
On 23 January 2018 (day after), I broke the hypnotic spell. When I did, he fell to the ground in seizure – the first seizure of many to come.
The use of lasers on humans creates illnesses and more.
PLEASE WATCH THIS (3-4 minutes)
VIDEO CLIP about LASER TECHNOLOGY as a bio-weapon >> click here
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ANOTHER TIME . . . .
Between 24-27 February 2018, they with GUERTIN at forefront, the “mouth pieces” demanded repeatedly that I kill myself.
This is the period I came to call “Force Full Force Kill Program”. The point here is that it didn’t do what they expected within me – I will never kill myself – knock yourselves out (was my inner attitude). I took note / observed their behavior. They exuded/showed that they were high likely promised my suicide, real or organized >> think of the crime setup program 16-23 Feb 2018) – So SUICIDE was for a very long time promised by New Partners (CSIS) and now GUERTIN were demanding it as if they were entitled “Oh, co-ome on will ya’ do us a favor . . . . pfft! do yourself a favor and kill yourself . . . . come on do it . . . . . come on . . . . “
They showed being impatient as if it was expected – now it was a delay (how dare I) – promised since 2016 – then high likely during the crime setup program but that one would have been an organized suicide in a jail cell. you only need one overnight.
In 2016, they were all gong-ho, confident it was a cinch, a routine, not hard, easy.
So imagine the festive spirit of hope as New Partners (CSIS) says something like:
“Mr. and Mrs. GUERTIN do not worry we are experienced at these things. . . .she will commit suicide and no one will need to get involved. . . . none the wiser . . . Smith will come eat in your hands in no time” << New Partners (CSIS).
I imagine them toasting – clinging the wine glasses (early 2016). hahahaha
GUERTIN responding something like >> “Merveilleux.” (wonderful)
On 14 September 2016, the intent / emotion / thought (mine) of EVER KILLING MYSELF permanently lifted.
And this is why I was able, I believe, to properly READ their frustrations as to their suicide expectation for me. They showed as if it was expected, as if they were entitled subsequently promised and now it was taking too long – “get a move on it, you’re suppose to kill yourself, we were promised”.
How about that.
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RELATED POST – SUICIDE PROGRAM – TARGET: MY SON
Once it became ineffective on me they focused on my SON. When they can’t get to the target, they go after the ones you love.
2016 (Oct to 13 Nov) – Suicide Program 2 of 2 – Target: My SON – Holograms, V2K & Voice of God Technologies
BE WELL WITHIN
Lyn
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