22 JANUARY 2018 – Uploaded Details of Life Changing Experiences – Later in evening Mark laser shot hypnotic dangerous persona

Update 22 MARCH 2025
Post below was written/published on 24 SEP 2022 – No change has been made although we are three years later (2025).  Life changing experience narrated below changed me from night to day.

A gift of knowledge that caboshed the suicide program (2016) and allowed me to remain clear-minded, unentangled emotionally with the perps which allowed me to objectively document everything and most often make right decisions (intuitively).

Keep in mind, the first choice to get SMITH after 2015, was by permanently removing me – termination.  It failed.

I call this life changing experience lived on 14 SEPTEMBER 2016 –> “The KNOWING”.

Wellness to All.
Lyn

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24 SEPTEMBER 2022

What you will read is personal, I never thought I’d be sharing it on a website – thank you for your discretion.

IF THIS EXPERIENCE HAD NOT HAPPENED (what you will read below), I DOUBT VERY MUCH I WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO STAY CLEAR-MINDED AND EMOTIONALLY DETACHED IN ORDER TO CARRY OUT THIS MISSION.

THE ODDS ARE THAT I WOULD HAVE DIED OR WOULD HAVE BEEN EMOTIONALLY DAMAGED UNABLE TO EVER RECOVER.

On 22 January 2018 past midnight, I uploaded this docu-presentation >>  00-Lifequest-1962-2016-2018-2020].pdf.

By mid-evening, on 22nd, Mark was laser shot and they called to instill power of suggestion – he was a different personality – I called him “the Strangler”.

When we live in a linear time/space, you know, one day at a time, we can’t always understand why things happen the way they do. 

At the time, I thought they had lased him / hypnotized him to become a killer because of the docu-presentation I had uploaded.

On 11 September 2017, while in a Whatsapp video conference,  twenty minutes into the session,  I mentioned it was the one year anniversary of this life-changing experience.  Within 5 minutes, all hell broke loose in the house.  Last time switch on/off personality change had happened was on 26 August 2017.  For more details about September 2017 incident,  go to >> PK-20170911-Incident.pdf.

The docu-presentation (link above) recounted the first time I realized I was “here in a human sleeve” and it tied in with life-changing events of  11-14 SEPTEMBER 2016  – This spiritual experience in 2016 freed me from long-time emotions of  UNLOVED and ABANDONMENT including LONELINESS.

THIS EXPERIENCE CHANGED MY LIFE  and it’s the reason why the suicide program became ineffective after mid-September 2016.

In mid-September 2016, the profound pain of unloved and abandoned was felt after I was told “you are not of here”  – I said/thought:  WHAT?? you dumped me here??  <– that was the first time I felt the raw deep emotional pain of unloved and abandoned which no human trauma experience had ever matched nor even came close. 

THOSE EMOTIONS ANCHORED in 1962 shortly after I woke up in the hospital after being hit by a car.  I was 3 years old and 1 week.  I remember that day as if it was yesterday – not a good day – the first 10 minutes after waking up were bliss until I realized I couldn’t talk and that I was a toddler in diapers.  I freaked out unable to express myself correctly – the words were clear in my mind but always came out sounding like a baby.

Another emotion that was lifted was LONELINESS and that one anchored at age 5 when my father told me there was no life outside of EARTH  – that was traumatic – I argued that it couldn’t be – I pointed to different planets from the astronomy book – I asked him:  “WHAT HAPPENED?”  – – – he must have found that statement enchanting coming from a 5 year old.  That’s when loneliness set in.

Anchored emotions of “Unloved”, “Abandonment” and “Loneliness” LIFTED on 14 SEPTEMBER 2016.  The moment it said in mind  >> NO you volunteered which was in response to “What?? you dumped me here??”

(So I wasn’t abandoned and unloved and there is life off this planet).

The next thing I asked was Why not coming in at birth?  then mind thought >> “Not an option”  <– I didn’t include that part in the LIFEQUEST docu-presentation in January 2018 – I did later on in 2020.

Reason for not including that statement “Not an option” was because of 11 September 2017 incident.

Do I have a theory why incarnating at birth is not an option?  yes.  That’s why I thought they had lased him in order to get him to kill  me – I’m not allowed here – At the moment (and for eons now), this planet is ruled by satanic human intelligence but it will eventually change – It hates my kind.  We are many.

What do I think I am?  A light being.

There was no human experience that equaled or ever brought back those emotions – and we are in 2022 right now as I write this.

This spiritual experience increased my innate sense of detachment which I had all my life, it made sense now – In my books, family are people with whom we share similar core ethics and values – Today I see myself as a contractor having a client relationship with beloved humanity. 

BELOVED HUMANITY OF MY BOSS.

But perhaps when they read the docu-presentation (20-22 January 2018) maybe they thought they would test/push Unloved and abandonment – In fact, being freed of those emotions allowed me to document and remain detached emotionally – acting more like an operative living it as an experiential unit.

On 27 February 2018, I knew they wanted both of us dead – I made conscious decision to protect the human Mark Smith.

MARK SMITH >> UNLOVED and ABANDONED came from his family circle – family abuse, trafficking and owned by GUERTIN medical enslaver – his core malaise was caused by people “on the ground” in this life incarnation.

Back to 22 January 2018 — The post-hypnotic personality should have been able to eliminate me. I truly believe he would have committed suicide afterwards.

On 23 January, I unintentionally broke the post-hypnotic state just by talking naturally about consciousness and self-awareness of one’s emotional realm and state of mind – how one has the authority over mixed emotional states  . . .  similar talks like  Eckhart Tolle.

BANG! he suddenly ceased and fell to the ground in full seizure – unnatural vibration like a machine  – a 911 call was placed – he spoke to the operator.  It was the start of SEIZURES that led to his health decline – the x-ray on 29 November 2018 showd the mark at the bottom of his left lung.

Since they e-monitored everything, they knew I was claiming to be free from UNLOVED and ABANDONMENT . . .

From 26-30 January 2018, Michelle GUERTIN and the SON played out what I call the  WORTHLESSNESS PROGRAM  – SHE WAS ANGRY, RETALIATORY, VULGAR AND OBSCENE  – She lashed out she  was self-feeding herself like demons do.  She insisted I assume responsibility for PERIARD’s out of the blue intestinal surgery of 2013 – she claimed I had cursed PERIARD.  I truly believe they performed unnecessary surgery on PERIARD to make it concord with a comment I had said two weeks before her operation – the comment was “Nicole is full of shit and for once, needs to regurgitate her own shit”.

Michelle GUERTIN was so persistent and on an obscenity roll that I could have put the phone down and put a recording that would just say every few seconds in response to her obscenities >> – – – OK … YEAH … HM  HM . . . oh no . . . ok . . . . sure . . . ok . . . shucks . . . alright . . ok .  . . hm hm.

She was on a roll like a tilting machine – – – a demonic being on a roll – I documented her behavior.  She became my experiment – she had a pattern  – – three pillars:  Accusations, Worth, Fate.

She reminded me of the little girl in the movie the Exorcist.  A self-feeding psychopath spurting out garbage.

Please read: 26-30 January 2018 – The WORTHLESS Program – one evening was dedicated to calling me a “wannabee” – attacking my lineage (that was surprising) Champagne – First stronghold of Templar in France – very condescending for people who dare call themselves Knight Templar – I suppose the new order of dark brotherhood despises just like HIMMLER hated the real brotherhood.

One sometimes wonders if future reality streams are not already known – just don’t know which one will coalesce until a certain point in time – reminds me of GRIFFIN  the 5th densitiy being in MIB > > Party Scene and Baseball Stadium.

I became a participant and observer (scientist) – the “experiential unit”, an operative attitude.

Entangling with the psychopaths is detrimental.

The realization there was a higher driving authority than GUERTIN occurred when examining points in time when their  level of cruelty reached the point of  “crimes against humanity”.  It  led to uncover, the GUERTIN mother and the SON were not the BOSS that’s why they acted like programmed automatons – coached and following orders on what to do and say.

They were fed second hand INTEL  . . . which means you can tell them what needs to be said in order for them to act a certain way – to tweak them into action – to become the extend arms of the real puppet masters, new partners (CSIS).

They acted like psychopaths from Hell – a reflect of the real ones in command >> the new partners with CSIS.

Psychopaths from Hell in positions of power and influence.

Indeed.

 

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